i've been thinking about how to introduce Gabe Newell to my Half-Life 3 ideas. I've been thinking about Half-Life 3 for a long time, starting when the Episodes were being made. Might have been 2006. I've sent him a few emails, one with a Google file rather wild to view. It was a way of communicating my grand view nestled within my spiritual vision and my own mind. I recently sent him an email, that seems to me show the significance Half-Life 3 has to me. Even though it may sound silly i have had a grand discourse in the form of spiritual sight. In the aftermath it left me with the Wisdom, that even if things don't happen in the ideal way, it's still nice the way it happens when it is good. Working for Valve was my dream job as a teenager, which seems to have been disrupted by some sort of disaster i can't identify. I stay isolated a lot.